About the one who seeks the treasure of The Egg of Light…..

I am, like everyone else, just trying to figure it out.  Both what ‘it’ is and what there is to actually figure out and how do I know when I have…figured it out.  Closer to  60 than 50, retired on a medical disability at age 43 from a job I loved…was good at…and made a lot of money.   But I am ‘over ‘ that now, right….?  That might have been o.k. except that along the way all these years, more and more physical challenges, lows and highs have bounced me like a rag doll.  I have always had a reservoir of grace and humor as I encountered these illnesses. But now, after a long 2-3 year bout of unspeakable, isolating and miserable symptoms I have bottomed out on that grace and humor.  I think this attempt at meditation..coupled with my long time goal of establishing a blog…and then even writing more at depth about my life…(how presumptuous is that?)…is a way for me to work up from the bottom of the pit I find myself in after all these medical mysteries ravaged me…and find that equilibrium of life that keeps it all much easier to take and experience.  A small attempt by one person to find my way back..and through it all….to know I am where I should be and this is worth it, despite the possible future physical and illness set backs that I will inevitably encounter.

One thought on “About the one who seeks the treasure of The Egg of Light…..

  1. Dear friend, Thank you very much, I was really happy to have been following your blog. I’m still a lot to figure out, and here I can only say that you are an awesome blogger, full Inspiring and hope you can inspire more readers. Thanks and greetings compassion from Gede Prama 🙂

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